Between The raindrops

i am promised myself at the start of this blog that there would be no personal stuff written. But then again, this is not done. I have been an introvert for quite sometime and it feels really great to open and find people to talk to. My room mates have helped me alot regarding this. College life is fun, and it is here that u build your base, a solid foundation and make friends who are gonna last a life time.  and in the process it happens that you fall in love with your friend. I am telling this out of experience. I wouldnt mention the name of the guy for obvious reasons but here it goes. well, but lets name him bulldog ( I know its funny, but it suits him :P). we were very good friends and all started with a drinking party in Q404, abode. IT was fun, dancing, singing..thats what i am good at. And he took damn care of me. I felt good as a friend in the start obviously. Like ok, he would be a good friend of mine. We started our talks. Texting, facebooking, phone calls, meeting up. and this is a small secret, I loved drinking because usually it was with him. I didnt realize the fact then. I realized it late, on Jiss's birthday. And then before that when i heard to the song i am into you by jenifer lopez. :P yeah i dedicated the song to him. I couldnt speak out so i wrote a letter, with him sitting before me at chick punch. Bloody fool i was that i ran off. I didnt even give him a chance to reply. well things got kinda confusing. We decided to maintain distance and the more we decided the more we talked about maintaining distance. Yeah i agreed I had infatuation and a soft corner for him, he too. But hten none of us did anything about it. Then came the breaking point...what you would call the saut or Ishita. well what a triangle it has been since then.
Story to be continued...